It takes great deal of courage to see the world in all its tainted glory, and still to love it.
A person doesn’t have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.
making a new blog
where i won’t make reblogs and it’ll solely chronicle the 20th year of my life. so far there’s only one post, but i think it’ll be interesting, so please follow me and be a part of my twentieth year? onetwentieth.tumblr.com
I remember your collarbone, forming the tiniest
satellite dish in the universe, your smile
as the place where parallel lines inevitably crossed.
Now dinosaurs freeze to death on your shoulder.
I remember your eyes: fifty attack dogs on a single leash,
how I once held the soft audience of your hand.
I’ve been ignored by prettier women than you,
but none who carried the heavy pitchers of silence
so far, without spilling a drop.
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Jeffrey McDaniel, from “Letter to the Woman Who Stopped Writing Me Back” (via honeychurch)
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A letter from a boy who told me I was a physiological anomaly.
“Andrea, on the off chance that you check your facebook, I’m sorry I couldn’t fix your phone without causing it harm, if you are able to get it working, I would be ecstatic if you were to text me at any point during the day. On that note, love, I don’t quite remember exactly how I expressed my feelings on your ‘id’ so to speak. I am flabbergasted, enthralled, and completely out of my element in regards to the independence that you so blatantly display throughout our splendiferous interactions. I am in no way offended, off put, driven away or disenchanted and I want to make that completely clear
Andi, the fact that you don’t depend on people around you is completely alien to me, and I could not be more fascinated with you. Please forgive me because I know it bothers you, but Andrea I love watching you move, I cannot help but almost stare when you are wrapped up in emotion, be it frustration (which fascinated me), elation, or contentment.
Someone once told me that it looks like my every move is scripted. I appreciated it, but never understood what she meant, until I spent an extended amount of time with you… To me, your life is a ballet and only you can hear the orchestra. Your every move is so graceful that you seem choreographed, I love to watch you move darling.
As a closing point I would like to reveal that since you and I have been spending time together, I have begun to completely ignore certain, personal idiosyncratic habits or routines, ill explain more in person because it would be more comfortable for me.
In conclusion: this is real, I never just talk, I am enthralled with you, stop telling me I’m on crack :b
Goodnight love.”
So I’m at some local metal show with Alex
And I only have a few comments to make.
Things that are NOT synonyms:
“technically skilled” and “talented”
“Aggressively attention seeking” and “expressive”
“Loud” and “beautiful”